Lovers [19-24]

 Lovers mm network formerly known as to former colleagues all but disappeared, and only a picture of an unfamiliar face.
I'm waiting all day downstairs in the company gradually like a beggar.
waiting, waiting, etc. I even have no interest to a person walking on the road, sometimes suddenly fall.
got up and went away, but I do not know where to walk.
I can not live at home, those rooms for me, has become restricted.
Instead, I often sleep in the middle of the street park.
because the day is not very cold, but that park at night, there will be a green light emanating from the tree below.
every home, just take a bottle of wine,cheap UGG boots, remove the bottles from the cupboard, then buy their own, a gift of wine, carefully filling in a small glass bottle, and then leave a blank expression.
Seventeen days later,Discount UGG boots, I met a month Secretary.
day I went to bed early, I walked outside for a whole day,UGG bailey button, very tired, went to middle of the street when the park is already a night at seven o'clock.
I sat in the park entrance, was looking at with people coming and going.
a car through, I've used models.
I turned around, scratching and scrambling rushed to the park.
curled up on a stone bench , and firmly close your eyes.
corner stone bench in the park to sleep on for a long time, the old feeling of being shot.
finally woke up, looked lost trying to get, and they recognized it was my Secretary.
She looked at me and said not a word, I leaned over Chanqi.
she brought me to her house.
I'm sleeping in her house for two days.
from her mouth in that, he was the day after I left, they begin to shake, less than a week, all former colleagues have all been clean speech after another, including her.
I looked at her blankly.
as if she was saying something and I do nothing, a nothing man.
first lived here, she told me.
shook my head, like a rattle.
She held out her hand, hold me, and looked into my eyes.
before you take care of me, and now I take care of you.
later every morning, she went to work on the new company.
I was in the room sleep, sleep a day.
the evening, she went home, I sit a table dishes she eats her dinner table, I went to shower,UGG shoes, bath them, not to her, lying on the carpet Close your eyes.
I listened to her washing dishes, bathing, wearing pajamas to bed, turn on the TV, while eating snacks while watching TV.
to more than eleven, and she turned out the light twist, lie down and sleep.
I open my eyes in the dark.
watch until dawn, and heard her voice get up, then close your eyes.
a full week, we almost did not say a word.
Until that Sunday night.
her watching TV, turn out the lights, half an hour later, she was at the top of the covers gently asked me.
do you sleep?
I do not care She.
I could not sleep, you tell me the story okay.
I still can not manage her, either she said to herself.
After a while she sat up and grabbed the hair.
Hey, you in my house for a week, a story, how to coax my friends to sleep?
I can not tell the story.
true story about it. She bent knee and thought for a moment, um to tell the girl before and you work overtime, then how do you like it?
my body strong flick, motionless in the dark.
I slept on the floor, the secretary sleeping in my bed side.
she bent over his head, looked into my eyes.
happened then?
the dark, her eyes and her daughter exactly the same.
I stand up close your eyes, fiercely closed, but memories still flood come rushing back.
That night overtime hold my daughter for the first time, we squatted on the ground, silently, quietly hold for a long time.